From The Sea Line

A conversation

Shishir
ILLUMINATION

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Photo provided by author — credit Jessica Lia

I would tell you

how much I love my curls and how much I love my cropped hair.

I would tell you how I can spend a whole day

sitting in a single place not being jaded at all.

Painstakingly I would describe to you the boredom that engulf me in presence of people.

I would talk about that bumpy road I have crossed

only to figure out I am designed to live alone.

I would tell you that life is a grueling event

I pay enough tax to buy my peace.

And, here I can romanticize me dying beside a foe I once loved.

Would not leaving this hell be a romantic journey?

I can tune the same song for thousand time on repeat

and, never listen to that ever.

I can serve death in your love.

But your one fang would make me erase you

as if you existed never.

Yet, once in a year, how I yearn for someone to love and to be loved —

I would tell that to you too.

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Shishir
ILLUMINATION

Journalist | Work focuses on Rohingya Refugees, Human Trafficking, Gender, Environment and social issues | & a Poet of everyday life